A quick post.

It's 2.25am now and i just finished my notes. Sheesh. Thank gawd magesh's studying and discussing w me to keep me awake.
I love midnight studies but it always got me so hungry:(
i'm craving for a kinder bueno now..



Smart people takes 3 hours to study, so if you are not that smart, you must spend double the effort. Thats why i always study until so late cos i can absorb more during night and i am not so smart :/
Okay random. I'm going to sleep off the hunger pangs now. UT tmr! SIAN.
Good night (:

Forgive, forget(:

dont bring other people in to judge me.
i'm looking forward to the next holiday. i am so tired.

and, i fucking cut my eyeball and it bled zzz.

Edited\

Holiday's in a week's time. CANT WAIT.
And, vivian, sorry (again). I still love you. Hope you still love me too (:
Bav, never blame you lor! :D
Everybody, I am fine. Okay, maybe not. UT's tmr and thurs!

th cold summer

Skip this if you dont want to hear me whine.

After today’s incident, I think I am a total failure.

I failed as a friend because I offended one, or maybe more. Why am I so inconsiderate? Why so I screw things up so much? I thought although I couldn’t excel much in life, I could be a great friend. But I was wrong. I don’t deserve all of my friends. I fucking hate myself to the core. No, this post is not to gain sympathy.

Thinking furthermore, I failed even more. I thought a lot on the bus.

I failed as a daughter. My father hopes that I can get into university, but I know I cant. I tried my best, but I just couldn’t. It’s stressing me a lot, but no matter how well I do now, I just cant cover the points I lost last time. I want to make my father proud of me.

I failed as a sister, because I think I always make my sister angry and I don’t know why. I remembered one incident that made me damn sad. My supervisor saw my sister in the store and commented ‘that’s your sister? How come look so different? Why you like that?’ Broken. And my sister seems to not like it when people say we look alike. I want to make her proud of me too. I try to make her happy, listen to her, but that’s all that I can do.

Not only that, I think I failed as a niece, aunty, tenshi’s owner and a human. I have no stand, no rights. I only know how to say sorry and cry in my blanket. I tried to think for people, but who think for me? Who can I talk to? How do I start?

Okay shut up you bitch, and stop crying.

I need to go back to my comfort zone.

FYP's overrrrrrr.

Yea my title says it all :D

Assessment is overrrr. Slept at 230am and woke up at 530am to prepare for the big day. Kiasu much? LOL. Half of the assessors were nice. Half sucks balls. Overall was okay.

Met sis and cousin after that, then brought the dawgs to pet mover's for a swim! So many retrievers there la. Hiyo got raped, details spared. HAHAHA. And then there was this 'snowing' thing going on like some doggie's foam party. Damn nice I swear. If the dogs havent bathe, i confirm pull them to take pictures will the snow lor! Nice rightttt.

Now its just UTs thats bothering me. UT's on this coming wednesday and thursday omg :(

I love to study okay. Hehehe.

And, christmas is cominggggg! Start to stock up on the pressies people! :D

I'm starting to shop online crazily. Sales are killer to my wallet :(

These 2 were on my wishlist too. DAMN CUTEEE.

Shiny Spangle Camera for $37 only!

Okay which kind soul wanna get for me?

I'll give you one big kiss! Or maybe 2? HAHA.

Or maybe a Lx3? I'll marry you!

Okay end off the post w cute lil precious sleeping in my arms. Awwww ♥

To Nicole,

Happy 19th. I love you (:

Side note, my tag board's sooooo quiet.